Camera Wish list~

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I am not the ambitious kind. I have simple wants and just enough drive to get them- most of the time. When I load things to do onto my little plate, it's not because I want to do these things to get someplace, it's just because I want to do them.
As such, I've researched and researched, and I've got a wish list that is slowly developing. Simplicity is key. And fancy is not.

I would like my first DSLR to be like my first car: dependable, beat up, used, completely endearing, stock, and highly functional. I think I'm going to go for a Canon T3. I've been told Canon is the most overpriced camera out there, but from what I can see, they all pretty much cost the same once they're about a year old. I'm ok with this. My Canon T3 is going to be AMAZING!! At about $400, it's completely affordable.... until I add the lens that I want...

I would like my first lens to not be the kit lens that usually comes with the camera. Which is why I'm looking only for a cheap Canon T3 body. The lenses that I would like to start with are either the EF 50 mm f/1.4 USM which will hit me at about $320 or the Canon 28-135 mm f/3.5 IS which will set me back about $300. Through my research I've definitely learned is to invest in the lens, the body be damned! Ok, well not that dramatic maybe but definitely worry more about the lens than what kind of super high-tech body you've got going on. That is why the lenses that I've chosen cost almost as much as the actual camera that I want to buy.... but after reading around a bit, I think I'd rather invest a little more to begin with and not have to upgrade later. The lens will stay a better quality lens no matter where my photography takes me... so, if you're going to spend the money to begin with, why not just spend it upfront and get something that's actually worth the money, right?

Hopefully my photo-taking skills are only so desperately meager because of the limited powers of my slightly dysfunctional point-and-shoot.... Though I must say, there are photographers out there who do a ridiculous amount of things with a point-and-shoot worse than mine... :(

Maybe I shouldn't get the camera and stick with my point and shoot for a while... And really develop some basic skills...
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BUT I HATE ITTTTTT~

Really though, I hate my little digital camera. It makes me upset.

Well anyhow, the DSLR won't be coming for a bit so I've got time, but until then..... as always donations are welcome! :P

Laundry!

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Yesterday was my home-maker day. I found a recipe for making home-made laundry detergent and decided I must try it. First of all, as all of those who ever posted about home-made detergent will say, it is RIDICULOUSLY cost effective to make it yourself. My house pays on average between $20-30 every month and a half for a Costco sized 75 load container. Of course, the estimated load number varies greatly depending on who is actually doing the laundry but $25 for 70 loads is a good estimate. Simple math says we pay about $0.36 every load of laundry that we run. Or, if we are doing sheets or a particularly large loads (like every single one of my brother's loads) then we double or triple the amount of detergent to spend almost $1.10 per washing! Why is this relevant?

Because I made approximately 150 loads worth of home-made detergent yesterday for about $9.75. What does that MEAN, math-challenged friend?! That means we're now spending $0.07 per load of laundry. That's still less than a quarter even for every superload of laundry that we do!

Ah, how petty, you're thinking. Why cry over 75 cents (per superload), a dollar's not all that much to pay for laundry.

Au contraire mon ami. Let me show you- I feel up to some calculating today.

$25 for 70 loads every 1.5 months lands you at about 560 loads a year costing $200.

Rounding the number up to assume that my household does 600 loads of laundry a year, the formula that I made yesterday costing $9.75 will make 4 batches of 150 loads worth of detergent. Follow? So that will cost a total of $39 to make. Which means.....

$161 of saving money on SOAP. What a small number yes? False. There is no such thing as a small amount of savings because that is money that you would otherwise be spending when you don't actually HAVE to. And the best part? It takes about 15 minutes to make. What is the start-up cost for all this {you squint your eyes in suspicion)? Ready? $8. Use any bucket or container you have laying around your house to put the detergent in, buy a rotating cheese grater. That's it. If you buy one of those standing cheese graters, your start-up will be $4. If you live in a giant city, your soap will cost about $0.50 bringing your ingredient cost down to $7.75....

How can you say no?

excuse me while i go dance a jig. WINNING!

Home-made Laundry Detergent

Step 1-
Mix in a bucket:
2 parts grated commercial grade laundry bar soap (I.e. Fels-Naptha, Zote)
1 part Borax
1 part Washing Soda

Step 2-
Save money!

Unbelievable. Isn't it? Some people say use a cheese grater to grate the soap. Great idea, if you're super strong, never tire, and have that kind of time. I say cheese grater is an AMAZING idea... if you use the superfast rotating kind that Olive Garden uses. $8 Walmart. Purchase once, save hours.

Lottery or Paycheck?

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Sitting at work I came across one of my favorite songs for the first time in a long while. One of the lines rang out from the song and got me thinking. It wasn't the first time this line struck me but today I really began to consider what the words would entail beyond just thinking that the line is really sweet...

He sings:
so if you want to be with me
with these things there's no telling
we just have to wait and see
but i'd rather be working for a paycheck
than waiting to win the lottery

Most of the time I agree. Relationships are hard and I am one to believe that it's better to work at a relationship that you have and try to make it great than wait around hoping for perfect to come along. And aside from relationships I believe in working at something to get what you want instead of sitting around hoping it will happen. I definitely believe in making things happen for yourself when it comes to everything to do with you as an individual. Nobody is out to get you but nobody is out the help you either if you're just sitting around expectantly. But in relationships? A relationship is something that can have you working really hard to end up with a check that really wasn't worth the hours. A relationship is also something that can come out of nowhere and out of the most unexpected chance meeting to reward you with a life full of a happiness you couldn't even imagine before it happened. Which one is better? Sometimes you hold onto something believing that the check will be worth it and pass up the opportunity to spend one dollar on a lotto ticket. Sometimes you spend every waking moment, every possible expendable dollar on lotto tickets when diligence and patience would have rewarded you beyond belief. Suddenly I'm not so sure if I agree with the song. It still touches my heart as a quaint ideal but I no longer believe it is the preferred option. Hmm.

Scaling Back

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What's happened since then, hm? Since when, hm?

I haven't bought a DSLR but I am researching on how to do it effectively and cheaply. Tick that off at about an estimated $500.

My work schedule is sinking in and waking up at 4:45 in the morning is become less and less like a life threatening feat. Schedule is filling up though- not enough hours in the day. Headaches of the splitting kind seem keen to pursue me- why? I don't know. I guestimate dehydration as per usual and try to consume much water. Yet processing paperwork and vocal requests at such early hours beg me to reach first for the bean and second for the hydox. By lunch, I'm still working on the coffee and haven't yet touched my water. My eyes are over drying now. Haven't worn contacts in a week- feel weird about it but i'd rather not push it.

Eye problems are constant, for me and my mom. Lasik is being considered. At about $3500 a person, it is somewhat reasonable to think of getting it done. Mom's health insurance will definitely not cover it. Will mine? We'll see.

Picking up rock climbing again- but this time on real rock. It's absolutely awesome! Met up with some people I met on a climbing forum for the cascades and had an amazing time. Just ordered shoes and a harness which should get me up and climbing at least for a while. Eventually I'll have to get a rope and clips. Did my first lead on Monday~ of course it was a SUPER easy climb that you can basically walk up but it was definitely good for learning to lead. Hopefully the equip gets here soon!

Signed up to volunteer at a horse ranch that uses horseback riding as a method of therapy for those who have certain physical and some mental handicaps. I signed up to go volunteer on Mondays but it looks like those are the days I'll get to climb. Horses? Rocks? Which should I choose? Maybe I'll keep up with this rock climbing crowd until I get the hang of it and then volunteer at the ranch for the next session. Does that make me selfish?

Acting classes are picking up. Not sure how I feel about my teacher because he seems like he has a wealth of knowledge but takes the class somewhat more seriously than most of the participants. At least that's what I feel... He also stops the improvs and tries to make adjustments a lot more than my last teacher ever did which really stops the flow of improv and the emotions that are coming out of the scene. Sometimes it's good for the scene to be stopped and redirected but sometimes he literally just walks RIGHT into the scene and stops it multiple times in a row- maybe he should give off stage direction and shout adjustments and wait for them to arise... but he seems to want all of his changes implemented immediately regardless of natural fit into the scene. Oh well, this week i'll just have to keep all of this in mind and work around it. I got the scene i'll be working on for the rest of the course and my scene partner is with Crystal! Woot! she's pretty cool, i gotta say. It's too bad i don't live closer to federal way or i think i'd have a lot of fun hanging out with her. So the scene she and I are doing is from the play called "middle of the night" by Paddy Chayefsky and I play the part of Betty, a blonde 25 year old who is going to divorce her husband. great. I am none of those things :) But alas, only in a perfect world is one cast as what one already is. that's why it's acting, no? So anyhow, our scene is going to only be about 3 pages of text which is probably less than ten minutes but lucky for me, Crystal wanted to be Marilyn who has way more giant chunks of lines so the memorization for me should be fairly easy!

This Sunday, I think I may drive to Seattle extra early and meet up with Levi and Crystal to romp around the city before class. The weather is supposed to be phenomenal this weekend!

I visited the packing plant yesterday and tried packing some apples... I would SO be fired the first day! I don't think i've been that stressed out in a long time. Gotta check for bruises that are near invisible, russet, and punctures, on top of decay, all while the line is just continuously moving. stress stress stress!! these ladies get MAJOR props for being there for as long as they are and doing this for as long as they do. But then again, my company is rumored to be the best pay and best position for packing facilities in the state of washington because once you're in, you're solid, and the pay is higher than most places and the BIGGEST benefit is that we pack all-year long. Other facilities only pack during the season. I'm proud of the fact that I work for a company people want to be with... but dear god if they ever tell me i have to pack fruit, i will give up the pay and just stick to waitressing forever! ;P I'm going to go today and try one of the slower lines again...

Ok enough of all that. I've decided I need to scale back on my spending plans. Basically I have reduced everything down to priorities. I've bought plenty of seeds to plant this summer, and my harness and shoes are hopefully on their way. that will keep me occupied for the summer in terms of needing to spend money for things to do. Everything else, like floating the river and tanning and whatnot will be free essentially. The motorcyle may have to take a backseat to the lasik. Depends. I'm going to meet my birthday deadline no matter what so I'll have to see how much those school loans are going to kick my butt and then start putting money aside. Entonces, my ridiculous spending spree plans are being put aside to make way for the necessities this summer- gas for classes, lasik for me and my mom, my bike, and sadly but lastly, my DSLR....

The Good, The Bad, and the Pricey of the News~

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So I've got a job! Whooooo!!! Actually I've got two jobs. And for the most part, they are baw-lerrrrr!!! For one, they pay me pretty well. And I'm developing my brain on the constant... at least in terms of fine dining and apples- separately. You don't know what I'm talking about, but I do and that's all that really matters anyway. Yeah, I've got these two jobs that take up a lot of my time and pay me pretty handsomely to do so. I'm ok with that. The only problem is, now I've suddenly got so many things to BUY?! like what?!?! When I was broke ass trying to coast my car in neutral to save on gas, I was like "i've got not a want in the world but a full tank of gas" and now it's like... mmm yes, new gym pants. mmm yes, and make up! lots of it!! Given, these were all things I needed before, I was just being strong and pretending I could go without. But seriously, the wants just increase. Mostly it's for things I want to buy my family. All the things I had been thinking of to buy them but now I actually have some money and STILL not enough to buy them all but GODDAMMIT i've now got a stronger resolve to try!!!!

Update 2: Though not exactly on my blog-bucketleist, I've fulfilled my dream of learning to drive/owning a manual trans~ WHOOOOOO!! And I'm super badass with it now. Needless to say, I strut around now like I've got a BIG ol' dick. cuz i'm pretty sure I dooooo heh heh. AND AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE I'M SO AWESOME---- I've fulfilled my OTHER unofficial dream of owning a pickup truck. I really am just so ridiculously awesome I don't even know how to handle it. Oh, you know how i handle it? by putting in a sweet little system in my sweet little pickup with my sweet GIANT first check!!! I'm not bragging but... really. How many times in one paragraph can I sing my own praises? At least one more time, I'm sure.

Update 3: I'm buying myself a DSLR finally. I'm doing some research and I must say I definitely lean toward Canon and Nikon. We shall see. And then it's photographer Jangles being UNLEASHED!! ............................................. into the office. for that is where i now spend the majority of my days :P makin the big bux. because i'm super awesome... heh heh.

Update 4: Horses. I'm also going to be getting into horse-back riding. that is- if i can find someone who'll let me get on one. ARRGGG!!! life-long mission of mine. Status: incomplete.

Update 5: Hey.... remember about that motorcycle? Yeah. Looks like i'll be picking that sucker up sometime late this summer. oh, what did you say? I'm a super badass? what? stop~~ i'm blushing. heh heh.

Needless to say all of this will cost me a lot of money but for this year, I think I'm ok with spending much of my earnings. There are things I need to catch up with in terms of accomplishing life goals. But then, it's save save save and then BOOM! I'll blow it all on something humungo!!! heh heh~ Then we can chat some more about what a badass I am. You're welcome.